All I need is a Hug...

Mixed emotions.. cannot really explain the feeling ... am I sad, am I angry or am I disappointed??? Or everything??? I am an emotional wreck a complete wreck today. 
I wish I could explain this to someone. The feeling of loneliness, sadness and emptiness. No direction. Everything seems so stagnant. I feel a sense of comfort when tears roll down from my eyes.Tere is noone to wipe them but then I need to hide them because noone should know what my heart holds... 

How I wish ...
if someone could just hug me tight,
and tell me everything will be alright.
Perhaps I'll burst out crying...
Perhaps I'll smile,
or perhaps nothing at all.
But I want someone to hug me tight
And I shall be alright...
I shall be alright...

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