Wondering Clouds

What is it like to feel loved? Does it feel like a place called home? Unhinged, real, warm, fuzzy — A place that protects you, A place you can come back to. What is it like to feel loved? I wonder if I’ll ever get to know. ’Cause all people seem to do is find flaws in you. I’m losing my spark beyond repair, Walking through an empty field, All damp and cold. Wishing someone would come and behold, With the warmth of love — And only then will I know how it feels to be loved.

Mixed emotions.. cannot really explain the feeling ... am I sad, am I angry or am I disappointed??? Or everything??? I am an emotional wreck a complete wreck today.  I wish I could explain this to someone. The feeling of loneliness, sadness and emptiness. No direction. Everything seems so stagnant. I feel a sense of comfort when tears roll down from my eyes.Tere is noone to wipe them but then I need to hide them because noone should know what my heart holds...  How I wish ... if someone could just hug me tight, and tell me everything will be alright. Perhaps I'll burst out crying... Perhaps I'll smile, or perhaps nothing at all. But I want someone to hug me tight And I shall be alright... I shall be alright...