Wondering Clouds

Have you felt like the gravity is pulling you down and you do not feel anything in your body but you still got to stand? Like your eyes are hurting all swelled up but tears roll down automatically. The feeling of numbness when you ain't feeling anything your head hurts your hearts aching but all you got to do is sit tight let the feeling pass by and hope there will be day to this night and the dawn will bring you happiness. So Live..  Live.. Live on Hope that this too shall pass..this too shall pass.

3 A.M and she failed to blink an eye and there was no sign of sleep!  Thinking what should I wear?? What will he say??  Will I be able to say a yes? Will words come out of my mouth or will I just be as normal as any other day.  Deep was going to propose the next day and she new it the conversation they had the other night ensured nothing but a proposal!  Trying really hard to sleep imaging what would happen the next day she eventually fell asleep. Deep had asked her to wait outside the chapel.  A different choice she thought to her self a coffee shop or any other place would also be good.  As usual she was on time and Deep being him took his own sweet time ! And then, the sight of him made her heartbeat racing it was like she could feel a shiver go down her spine!  He looks adorable, dressed in a blue shirt and black pants and not to miss the rose in his hand the moment was about to be real.  She nonchalantly waved at him and he returned the sam...

"I am no more in a relationship!" we get to hear this so often these days. I wonder how many of them have at least tried to give another chance. I am sure only a handful. Why these days relationships have become so fragile that even the tiniest of arguments makes a person part ways? Well two things one EGO and another our best friend these days technology.So how does this work - ego will not let you talk to the person and technology (viz our very on facebook and instagram and the like)  Will give you umteen options!  Sigh!  :( How I wish I could go to an era where there were no smart phones and the only purpose of the device would be to make calls!  You know half the problem of fights and misunderstandings would be solved if only people could talk. Well going back to the point of giving another chance why don't we shun the ego for once and take a step forward and address the issue and talk. Simple talks sometimes helps people sign treaty's between nations and I am t...

Who am I?? Have you ever asked this question to yourself???  Have we ever tried to understand what we are and what we really want from our lives. Let me divide our life into three halves or probably four If our immunity system helps us survive(1-25,25-50,50-75...¤). So, here it goes.. The first half of our life goes into learning and education and thereafter it's time to make use of the education and earn money. Then, with that money try and make others happy or may be buy certain things for yourself which you had penned down years ago in your wishlist!  I really doubt about the number of people who fall in the bucket of the later. Mostly people save but not for themselves but for others.  Fair enough isn't it!?  Keep others happy and be happy. Then may be marry have kids manage additional responsibilities . Did you realise in these couple of sentences your next half is already gone. Now, the third half by this time you are well settled with your basic family ...

Poodle doodle oodle I just not know what to doodle The high mountains Or the deep blue sea Befuddled I am Poodle doodle oodle I know now what to doodle The deep blue sea and the lovely white waves And there the sun is peeking through the horizon Poodle doodle oodle And I just completed my doodle #childish #drawingpaintingthings #imagination #ignorance

Sometimes you want to say so much. But then you pretend as such ... That you are fine, but a crazy storm inside! Cry not you , coz' there is still strength in you To face all the hard times But inside you cry like a li'l child Wanting to be cajoled, just like before! Those days ain't going to be back, And you know that ! These are those phases of life,where you have to be patient for a while The troubled waters will soon calm down Don't worry you....Coz there is much strength in You ! ,

And it rained ... As I slowly close my eyes , To Put off everything of the day ... Thus I hear the sound so sweet , Pitter patter rain ... The lightening strikes , And follows a thunderous applause ! All I do is smile in glee ... Even though I'm half asleep, Peace it brings to my heart and soul ... All the pain in my heart goes . The sound of rain ...is all so sweet I peek out of my window sill As Raindrops kiss my cheeks Yes indeed ! Gods blessings are in this shower .. Which gives me all the power ! To Awaken from within . As the sound slowly ' fades ... It lingers till its late , Disappointed I get back to bed . I shut my eyes ... Smiling like a Lil kid I sink in sleep As the sound of rain in my heart echoes  And Puts off everything of the day. Oh ! The sound so sweet... Pitter patter rain !!!