Wondering Clouds

"Flight no. 6E 0429 the boarding is about to begin proceed to gate 23E." Ohw so that is my flight, it is time to head to the gate but where is it ??? This was my first journey alone but not my first visit to the airport and I simply couldn't find the gate (yeah well funny ya!) ah! there is the arrow to the gate and it is downstairs (sometimes the brain behaves strangely panics at petty things !) and in the next 15 minutes I was on the flight (A long Que + a bus ride + finding the seat ). Yay!!! It is real, my solo trip to Mumbai is happening and for the next few days it will be like mai aur meri tanhaiyee to be less dramatic in the bliss of solitude! After the take off, it was the usual people sleeping, eating, chatting and I also saw a few people binge watching series (ya I did peep into peoples phones, I was just killing my curiosity if the series would interest me!)"Please fasten your seat belts we expect turbulence because of the heavy rain." I said to myse...

It is still three hours to my flight but taking no chances with my past experiences of always being late, I just could not afford to miss this one! Mornings are not my best friend but today I had this strange energy, in no time I was on my way to the airport.  There we reached. Ma and bro came to see me off. It is going to happen finally I told myself. Bidding them adieu I walked towards the entrance phew I heaved I had never ever been all by myself ever in my life and now I will be alone for the rest of the week. It felt like I'm leaving something behind, there is something missing teary I was and I was like will I be able to survive even a day and suddenly the emotion took a total 360 turn and I went into all frantic mode " I have to collect the boarding pass!" and and what about the security check of my luggage ah! this bags heavy I would have to do everything myself! Without much a do I straightway went ahead to collect my boarding pass from one of those fancy auto...

Have you felt like the gravity is pulling you down and you do not feel anything in your body but you still got to stand? Like your eyes are hurting all swelled up but tears roll down automatically. The feeling of numbness when you ain't feeling anything your head hurts your hearts aching but all you got to do is sit tight let the feeling pass by and hope there will be day to this night and the dawn will bring you happiness. So Live..  Live.. Live on Hope that this too shall pass..this too shall pass.

3 A.M and she failed to blink an eye and there was no sign of sleep!  Thinking what should I wear?? What will he say??  Will I be able to say a yes? Will words come out of my mouth or will I just be as normal as any other day.  Deep was going to propose the next day and she new it the conversation they had the other night ensured nothing but a proposal!  Trying really hard to sleep imaging what would happen the next day she eventually fell asleep. Deep had asked her to wait outside the chapel.  A different choice she thought to her self a coffee shop or any other place would also be good.  As usual she was on time and Deep being him took his own sweet time ! And then, the sight of him made her heartbeat racing it was like she could feel a shiver go down her spine!  He looks adorable, dressed in a blue shirt and black pants and not to miss the rose in his hand the moment was about to be real.  She nonchalantly waved at him and he returned the sam...

"I am no more in a relationship!" we get to hear this so often these days. I wonder how many of them have at least tried to give another chance. I am sure only a handful. Why these days relationships have become so fragile that even the tiniest of arguments makes a person part ways? Well two things one EGO and another our best friend these days technology.So how does this work - ego will not let you talk to the person and technology (viz our very on facebook and instagram and the like)  Will give you umteen options!  Sigh!  :( How I wish I could go to an era where there were no smart phones and the only purpose of the device would be to make calls!  You know half the problem of fights and misunderstandings would be solved if only people could talk. Well going back to the point of giving another chance why don't we shun the ego for once and take a step forward and address the issue and talk. Simple talks sometimes helps people sign treaty's between nations and I am t...